x feels like im starting it all over again
smth wrong with imood!
whatever.
went to the columbarium yesterday. my hair didnt stop stinking till i washed it 4 times! madness. the fact that i went east coast (oily oily food!) didnt help the state of it at all. saw pictures of those little babies who died! so sad, to die even before they really saw the world. not like its a pretty world anymore, though. was at the beach after dinner the wind was HUGE! damn cooling. sis+i were happily gossiping about the couples there. haha little kids were flying kites! -jealous- and this family brought their dog along. which was THE cutest thing ever (after yorkshire terriers)
had st johnnie today. damn slack. all i did was sit in the room and gossip+have tete-a-tetes (??)+run 1 round and briskwalk 2 rounds+sleep+study h.chinese. sheesh. haha. went to macs after that! practically dying from er. famine. haha. rina+cherie joined us after kiat+yins+fels+i dragged ourselves (ok maybe i was the only one who had to drag myself there) to macs..i have the students promotion card! -beams proudly- :)) haha and we were talking about william hung (whose 'song' Singtel was blasting at Swensens -horrified-) and spore idol and all the other shows. everyone should catch the OC! its rather nice. (meaning no sucky actors/boring plot) and rina told us this stupid joke!
one day this lil boy was at the playground with the mum
he asked : 'mummy, is God black or white?'
mum said : 'God is black+white, darling.'
'is God man or woman?'
'God is both man+woman.'
'does God love me?'
'of course he does.'
'is God Michael Jackson?'
haha damn mean but yea. quite funny la.
leave it to rina to provide us with such jokes. haha
just back from town ! :))
bought bods bra, changed my mango top into another not see-through one, bought ralph lauren blue !! hahaha extreme exhileration la. need to exult a little :D and the promoter was damn nice. she secretly gave me miniature and mini-miniatures for each of us (da+yins) though i didnt buy the large one.
was like in an excursion today. da was at home doing her hair when i already reached and yins wasnt answering my calls. and when i called rol and wai and everyone else, their lines were ALL engaged! dies. so i stood there for a long time till they called back. rol+xin were in far east so i took the train to orchard (lazy la. was at somerset) and was walking to scotts when suddenly yins decided to return my calls and DEMANDED that i go wisma now! -frowns- so i had to turn the other direction, looking like a spastic kid who lost her way and walked all the way to wisma. sorry, rol+xin! and at wisma, i was alr perspiring with the sweltering heat. so i thought finally! air-con at wisma. BUT! communication breakdown. i walked to and fro and stood and stood till i found out yins was at another part of wisma. was like i did some form of leg exercise for an hour. but its good. burns fats. which is why im NOT complaining, as you can see. lol.
ooh! saw this cute guy. who yins+da claim he's not their type .. fine! hmrpf. new eye candy. haha though i'd probably never see him again. just like what happened to the one in f+s :(
okay. whatever.
saw jess too! yayy. didnt talk at all though. was busy turning around to walk to wisma ._.
anyway. ive decided im never gonna eat salad anymore. it sucks. tasteless! the dressing's even worse. and pastamania's salad only has 2 pathetic tomatoes. how sad. crunched everything up anyhow. though they taste like 'ants crawled through them' like what yins said. haha. Qoo was there! damn cute and stout. haha took pics of yins+it! and then dada and yins went to ask for balloons while i, ahem. the mature one (HA HA) insisted that i didnt need one. so we went to pastamania for dinner and while waiting we got so bored we started sucking the helium up so that we'd have those funny whiny voices (da's suggestion ._.) how come yins+i dont have any effect?! so dumb la. now i have a bloated tummy :(
da left but yins+i walked a lil while more .. saw nice stuff at Warehouse + Surfbabe! tried on this SUPER CHEAP top at Surfbabe but guess what. its so super large though its supposed to be Small. so saddened! haha. really liked it. oh well. but i saw this other nice tee! yayy voodoo dolls rocks my socks! :D
i think i sound like a lunatic going on and on about this and that. cant blame me. deprived la.
haha and poor yins had to bear with me and my whining cos. you know. the usual.
thought i could finally get over you
but things never seem to change
and im still the same old fool
sitting and standing, waiting on the same lane.
whatever whatever.
WHATEVER WENDY.
thats what nana would say -laughs.
oh yes btw.
shall reply that girl
nana i dont know! did you come back to sign on the same day? ee. but whats new? youre a disgusting freak lorr!! -screws face- first you dont wash your hair then you dont bathe and now you dont even brush your teeth?!! okay its not a secret anymore but yes. YOU PIGGG!! haha but its so you, you know. to be finding many other parts of your body to NOT clean/wash so that you can irritate us. hee! please brush your teeth. what happened to that nice whitening tooth paste you claimed worked so well?? and please wash your hair. and scrub your body. haha. youre NOT DISGUSTING AT ALL, NANA. no no. youre clean and nice smelling. and i bet you drank coffee! ee!! major turn off! -runs of in the other direction and never returns till you brush!- haha im listening to that song you like! and i like! haha. but yea. dont worry, i still love you though youre all smelly and disgusting and turning me off. what to say. im crazy.
'off to study a little if im still not tired after switching off the comp
haha
night, everyone.
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
